But cool miracle of the week. We were over at Tola's teaching and she just started telling us about all the hard things that are happening in her life. She has been sick this whole week and if she doesn't go to the factory to work, she doesn't have money to eat so she told us she hadn't eaten in 3 days and she didn't know what to do because she was too sick to go to the factory. She didn't have anyone that could give her some money and so her and her cute little 3 year old son are starving. Her son was just crying at her begging her to give him some money and she was just yelling/crying at him that she didn't have any money. He sat on the ground and just started crying and literally out of nowhere 500 riel just appears in between the little boys legs. I was like hey right here look there is money take it. And he looks down, looks back up at me, grabs the money and runs to buy something to eat. Sister Hafen and I were just looking at each other in awe at what just happened. It was SO COOL. Miracle.
Sad story of the week is Yay Suan. She has been learning with us for a long time now, she finished all the lessons, we filled out her baptismal forms and practiced the interview with her and she has such a strong testimony. Well she didn't come to church this sunday so we went over to her house after church and she said she wanted to stop learning. We had to postpone her baptismal date because she was still taking this plant/medicine thing she sucks on - don't know what to call it in english but its against the word of wisdom so we told her we would have to postpone her baptism for a little while so she could overcome more fully her addiction. She just told us before she was so excited to get baptized and now she just said she doesn't want to get baptized anymore, doesn't want to come to church anymore. She said she would still pray everyday but she just is done. I was so heartbroken - literally the worst thing as a missionary is to see these people from the first time you meet them, see how much they grow and how much their lives start to change and see all these miracles that God provides and then just just deny or stop wanting to progress. Respecting people's agency is so hard sometimes. Hopefully she will come around I am so sad for her.
I really loved in alma 34:31 this week where it talks about how if we will repent and not harden our hearts immediately the plan of redemption will be brought unto us. No matter how long we have been wandering off the path or how far away we have gone, once we decide to change we are helped immediately. I know that once Yay Suan decides to change Heavenly Father will provide her a way back. I really hope she decides to change soon.
Love Sister Stratford

























